What is the color of truth? Is it black or is it white?
Personally I think the color of truth is just gray. What matters … almost always … is the intention of our heart. What is honestly lies inside our heart that counts. My advice to my dear friend (you might know who you are) … your life is so noisy that you lost track of your own intention.
But … well … I might be right and I might be wrong too. A true long-lasting friendship is about accepting your friend on his/ her face value … it is about accepting him/ her as who they are and not based on your own ‘dreamy or fairy’ imagination … saint like human friend. Errr … excuse my babbling here. I was just having a hard time moving on and leaving behind a soul … that I thought was my friend 😉 . The introvert in me … always causing me trouble keeping up with people around me. Or … maybe he/ she is just not a keeper?
All of this delusional feelings that I have … most probably was due to the after effect of me working with something that I don’t really like lol. I have been playing with black color a lot more than I should this past few weeks. The truth is … black has never been my favorite color. I had enough darkness in my life to play with and I need light and colors to stay insanely alive. I am just glad that it was over now.
I was working with GayaIzzah.com new Minimalist in Me/ Black Abaya collection for the past few weeks. Selecting, choosing, deciding, designing and photo shooting all black dresses for weeks. It gets to my nerved. I felt ‘eaten alive’ by the color … hate it (the emo me kan?). But, being a professional (I shall think so lol) … I tried to focus more on the journey and the moment spent while completing the collection instead of the heart wrecking feelings. After I completed all my ‘dark’ work … I decided to play with my colorful beads … a treat to a “tired” mind and soul he he he.
So, I decide to create some bracelets that would match GayaIzzah.com ‘completely’ black abaya. And, pearls look so good if paired with a perfect minimalist black dress. Yeay! for myself as at now … I have 13 strings of bracelets in different shade of pearls. Half of it will be for my own collection … and the rest will be up for sale in GayaIzzah.com.
Alhamdullilah … My heart felt a little lighter today than last week and I am all geared up for my next photography trip to India this weekend. This trip will be my first photography trip in 2015 … uhh I can’t hardly wait. I heard a lot of not so good stories about India especially for a female traveller like me … and I am about to find out and discover the true hidden germ of India …. lol. Wish me luck …
p/s My quote of the day – I am busy getting STRONGER!